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I was very close to God from when I can remember and He has blessed me many times even now. However, in this recent break up of my marriage, God saved me from this man but, somehow, I got disconnected or so I feel very empty. I pray to Waheguru ji when able to do so and listen to kirtan but, i feel empty. Its not a sadness empty or a loneliness empty - just empty - numb. How do I fill this emptiness? I used to go to the gurudwara but, then upon listening to the paat, because it was so beautiful and I know only God is the way, i would cry from inside. I would feel embarassed because I was only one crying. i ask God for help and He always helps and tells me in dreams but, i feel disconnected. What can I do?