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I'm a new sikh...and my mother doesn't want be to be sikh, but I've addressed that before and that's not my question. Well I currently am preparing for amrit within the next 5-10 years, and I currently cannot keep kesh, or any of the five K's for that matter. But I do currently meditate and do nitnem. I cannot do my five K's because my mother will not allow it. I feel bad I cannot live as the guru said to, and in a nutshell my question is - "is it okay for nlw that I cannot keep my five K's?"