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I am really thankful to god for giving me life on this earth in a sikh family. I used to cut my hair and eat no-veg. But with god's grace, I'm away from all these deeds. i am also trying to do go on the path of being an amritdhari. But there is one obstacle in that!!! I have a shop, where we sell cigarrettes and lottery and according to our gurujees, it is a forbidden path. I feel very ashamed to tell anybody when they ask what I do for living. Recently, I was rejected in a gurudwara for giving in some money for charity from my dasaundh because of my career. I cannot describe how I felt at that moment. I sometimes think of changing my work but I don't know what else to do, because that is all I have been doing since I started working and it is going to unbalance a lot of other things in my life if I would even think of a change. Please help me in deciding what to do.