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Hi, sorry my last post was too long, I went into too much detail. I'm going to re-post my problem, so I basically moved to Alberta from BC couple of months ago and met this girl I am really into. I met her at her work place and we ended up exchanging contact information. She was really into me to as well, we had talked for about a month, had some laughs, some serious convo's and then there some things we didn't agree with but at the end of the day I feel like she is the type of girl I am into. After a month every thing changed, her vibe changed, we only talked about once a week, she wouldn't txt me her self or call me anymore. I felt very blessed to have her in my life, for the first time in my life I met somebody I was into who was into me as well. It's been so long since I've met a women in my life who I could talk to. I feel so very lonely and isolated, sometimes I cry to my self. I don't know what turned her off about me, its been over a month since we've talked, I really wanted to know this women on a deeper level. I've had a lot of insecurities as a kid/teenage growing up, and Sikhi has really made me into a stronger person, but now I feel insecure again. All I know is this girl was into me and now she isn't. I don't want to lose her out of my life, I go to the Gurdwara everyday, try to recite half of Sukhimani sahib each day, about 5-6 chaupai sahibs. I just pray to lord waheguru that may he bring this women back into my life. I would also like to recite shabads, can anyone suggest any shabads to me I can chant/recite specific to love & this prayer? Satnam.