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I have just been listening to a video about a lady talking about Karma and deeds and how one is paying the price for these in This life! And when I talk to anyone they keep saying praying to God who is this forgiving ever loving being? Keep praying and things will get better. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown and want some answers before i go mental! Nothing is getting better! If Dharamraj is the chap that is doing the balancing and looking at our good, bad deeds and rewarding us , then What is the reason to pray to the All Being God? I have never heard that God has interfered in Dharamraj's work! When they say in the Bani Tere Bhani Meetha Lageh, doesnt this mean take life as it comes! don't complain! so how can praying help? I am seriously thinking of stopping doing all this mental chanting, praying and going to the Gurudwara all my life is more messy, I am more upset and have become more vulnerable. I get teased by people telling me that, "You think God will apply some miracle to your life? in your dreams!" This is the talk of helplessness. If anyone is not aware! Even when I want I work I cannot, I fall sick, even when i want to help someone I have no money, every time i try to do something good there is a problem. What to do about helplessness when a person cannot even help their own partner to get better? And just look at them giving up on life right infront of the person's eyes?

I have just been listening to a video about a lady talking about Karma and deeds and how one is paying the price for these in This life! And when I talk to anyone they keep saying praying to God who is this forgiving ever loving being? Keep praying and things will get better. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown and want some answers before i go mental! Nothing is getting better! If Dharamraj is the chap that is doing the balancing and looking at our good, bad deeds and rewarding us , then What is the reason to pray to the All Being God? I have never heard that God has interfered in Dharamraj's work! When they say in the Bani Tere Bhani Bhana Meetha Lageh, doesnt this mean take life as it comes! don't complain! so how can praying help? I am seriously thinking of stopping doing all this mental chanting, praying and going to the Gurudwara all my life is more messy, I am more upset and have become more vulnerable. I get teased by people telling me that, "You think God will apply some miracle to your life? in your dreams!" This is the talk of helplessness. If anyone is not aware! Even when I want I work I cannot, I fall sick, even when i want to help someone I have no money, every time i try to do something good there is a problem. What to do about helplessness when a person cannot even help their own partner to get better? And just look at them giving up on life right infront of the person's eyes?

I have just been listening to a video about a lady talking about Karma and deeds and how one is paying the price for these in This life! And when I talk to anyone they keep saying praying to God who is this forgiving ever loving being? Keep praying and things will get better. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown and want some answers before i go mental! Nothing is getting better! If Dharamraj is the chap that is doing the balancing and looking at our good, bad deeds and rewarding us , then What is the reason to pray to the All Being God? I have never heard that God has interfered in Dharamraj's work! When they say in the Bani Tere Bhana Meetha Lageh, doesnt this mean take life as it comes! don't complain! so how can praying help? I am seriously thinking of stopping doing all this mental chanting, praying and going to the Gurudwara all my life is more messy, I am more upset and have become more vulnerable. I get teased by people telling me that, "You think God will apply some miracle to your life? in your dreams!" This is the talk of helplessness. If anyone is not aware! Even when I want I work I cannot, I fall sick, even when i want to help someone I have no money, every time i try to do something good there is a problem. What to do about helplessness when a person cannot even help their own partner to get better? And just look at them giving up on life right infront of the person's eyes?