I sinned and I need help!

asked 2016-07-07 05:22:47 -0500

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SSa everyone,

I have. for the past three days, been racked with guilt so bad that I can't sleep or eat. I was staying at someone's house over the past week, and they are close family friends. On sunday night I don't know what came over me, but when I was alone I masturbated in the bed. I'm 20 year old female whose fitted with an IUD (mirena) which is there for health purposes. This device releases hormones and causes me to have like hormone fluctuations as well. I have never done this type of behaviour in my life, and I feel so bad I feel like killing myself for it. I've prayed and prayed for forgiveness and I don't want to tell my parents this because event though their open I feel like my mum will get angry because I sinned in someone else's house. Will I be cursed for this? Will Waheguru ever forgive me? Will I be able to forget this incident - I know I'll never ever do it again, but I want to be given peace of mind. Please help x