how do I Control my Anger?
How do I control my anger? My siblings always fight and yell. I tried to talk to my parents, they didn't help. I am usually calm but at home, everything goes wrong. I read Bani (and I understand it because I also read it in English) and it said that it is a persons responsibility to reform her or his( feminism ) family. Whenever I try to, everything backfires and my parents end up scolding me leaving me with more anger and guilt. I listen to Shabads, do Simran and Path, go to the Gurdwara weekly, though I wish to go daily, etc. My parents dont trust me because I HAVE AMRIT. Yup, they dont trust me because I tie a Keski. My parents have Amrit but the thing is that they think that one day I'll cut my hair and other kraits and they think I will shame them. I love Sikhi and unlike most girls that I know, I hate make up and shopping( unless for school or technology ) looking at meat makes me want to vomit and just by smelling or looking at it, I spit out the saliva in my mouth. I love Gatka and enjoy doing Seva. Yet my parents don't trust me , another big source of my anger.
