Can meditation change your life?

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Short answer YES

I've had suicidal thoughts myself, and it does get better. Why do you want to end your life, do you know how hard it is to obtain this human life. You have been given this life to fix your bad Karma, forget about the past you can't change it. So now what ? Act NOW, get some good karma. Do simran, Path , Seva, listen to Gurbani and implement it in your life.

Yesterdays Hukamnama (4 Feb) http://www.sikhnet.com/hukam/archive/2015-02-04, listen to the English Katha, will definitely help you (Found at the top). It explains how this life is battle.

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You are a daughter/son of Shri Guru Gobind Singh Sahib Ji Mahraj, he will forgive us for all the sins we commit. Waheguru and Guru sahib Ji are the only perfect people. We commit sins all the time, but we shouldn't let the past hold us back. The time to act is NOW.

I've done loads of sins and regret them but we should learn from them. This is how I was blessed to even realise the path of Sikihi and I am glad that it happened, otherwise I would be in the same lost state.

Ignore what your family says, if Guru Sahib can forgive you, does it matter what other people think? Nones more powerful or forgiving than Guru Ji.

Speak to your family, say clearly to them that you want to move on. No benefit can happen by clinging on the past. We all commit sins and mistakes its what humans do.

Just remain in Chardi Kala and just keeping do Path, Simran and Seva.

All good karma and righteous living are found in meditation on the Lord’s Name. It washes away the stains of sins and mistakes. Be merciful to meek, humble Nanak; bless him with sincere love and yearning for the Lord. || 4 || 5 || 11 ||

This is found on todays Hukamnama (26/01/2015) on Ang 699.

I have met the Perfect True Guru, who has done this deed. He has given me the medicine of the Lord's Name, and I enshrine love for the One Lord. ||1||Pause||
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The first command in Sri Guru Grant Sahib Ji Mahraj, which is in Mool Mantar is JAP (meditate). And you will see Guru Sahib Ji telling you to Jap throughout Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji Mahraj.

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We all mistakes, we all commit sins, but this is what humans do. Waheguru Ji Naam can remove your sins. Only Waheguru Ji and Guru Ji are perfect, this is their call to follow the path of Sikhi.

No matter how many sins you commit, Sri Guru Gobind Singh Ji Mahraj will still say that you are his daughter/son. But don't ... (more)