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here is the last hukhamnama i will give you.! the rest is up to you. why would you fear death you fool it will happen when it happens and if you havent completetd lifes mission you will be punished regradless if you believe in god at all you will still be punished by him oh blinded friend of my more just because there is to be fear of god doesnt meen you cant feel love!.
just because a man cant see god doesnt meen gos isnt there tell me fool do you see butter in milk
Sorat'h, Fifth Mehl, Second House, Du-Padas:
One Universal Creator God. By The Grace Of The True Guru:
Fire is contained in all firewood, and butter is contained in all milk.
God's Light is contained in the high and the low; the Lord is in the hearts of all beings. ||1||
O Saints, He is pervading and permeating each and every heart.
The Perfect Lord is completely permeating everyone, everywhere; He is diffused in the water and the land. ||1||Pause||
Nanak sings the Praises of the Lord, the treasure of excellence; the True Guru has dispelled his doubt.
The Lord is pervading everywhere, permeating all, and yet, He is unattached from all. ||2||1||29||
the last thing i can tell you is do simran and jaap on gods name be it allah ram harhari how can i tell you about god when you havent experianced the power of god you must do it your self dedicate a whole hour to simran every night so what if you dont feel anything today you must conquer the mind
as the mind is a great servent but the worst master' quaoted from my sister.
do ardass yourself we will pray that you get sense and you feel god but you must do ardass yourself ewith all your heart and block the mind when it tryes to put doubt within with the name of god shout waheguru if you have to so that you are calling just like the akjs WAHEGUROOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Defeat your mind friend and read sukhmani sahib.
waheguruji ka khalsa waheguruji ki fateh
well the hukhmanama was suppoused to slap you in the face the guru was shouting at you but i will take another and suggest powerfull therapy.