what is the difference between our will and God's will ?
As from fewdays i was bit restless,tensed and stressed due to marriage issues and some conflict between freinds.Instead of my going to Gurudwara and doing few Ashtpadis of Sukhmani Sahib with an old man and trying to keep myself peaceful and calm i became violent and angry to my mother.I think there is a limit to our tolerance and patience after that you outburst and you became alright.I became angry and violent in past as well and felt sad and guilty about it later.But this time it was a natural case.As a day before yesterday that old man was telling me that when the doctor does the operation the patient might feel pain but the operation has to be done for the betterment of the patient.
With all this happening in my life i was telling myself that between me getting angry and calm it is all God's play or hukam(lila).