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There is nothing wrong with you. Whatever you are doing has a reason behind it, most likely an emotional one. Whatever you get out of doing it is rewarding you in a way that outweighs your "better judgement." You need to go deeper and understand what compels you to repeat actions you don't want to do. Even if you are a bit scared to examine yourself in this way, understand that without looking at yourself more deeply you will not be able to break your compulsions.